Chrysalis: Parts 1 & 2

Full Album Completed September 27

This project  began on August 31. 17 Tracks in 28 days. My labor of love.

Chrysalis- Part 2 Update September 25

Just to give you all an update on where I am with the album: I have recorded the vocals for 3 of the 9 tracks. The goal is to record 2 songs each: today, tomorrow, and the next day, which puts me on track to finish the album on September 27. This date just feels right to me. 

Though it may not  prove to be my strongest material, it surely is my most important work to date. Everything that I have done up to this point, has led me here to this album. 

As I mentioned in the previous meditation, this album is all about transformation and I happen to be smack dabble in the middle of my own. 

At times, this whole transformational period, for me, has been a blend of so many different experiences. Work and music while showing up for the people that are in my life. I don’t ever remember life being this difficult or this beautiful. Maybe difficult is the wrong word to use here because nothing has really felt difficult (challenging may be the better word),  though all of my being tells me that I have never been challenged like I am being challenged right now. 
 

Being asked to complete 17 tracks in less than a month’s time, pouring my heart and soul into each track. Somehow, the challenge still seems effortless in a way, because of the story that is being revealed to me and because of how tuned in I have become. I am very close to something. I know it and I can feel it in every breath that I take. All of my effort is geared toward this manifesting the vision that I have set for myself. I can feel the defining moment approaching. 


I am being shown so many things NOW while learning from each and every experience that life presents to me. No moment has been wasted really since  I began the album back on August 31. 

 

Chrysalis- Part 1

Posted to Website on September 21

I wasn’t planning on this to happen until tonight when I realized that I had eight working tracks out of the 17 that I had originally planned.  
Since tomorrow is the first day of fall the theme of this album centers around transformation. I decided to break it up Chrysalis into two parts.

Chrysalis - Part 1:
Track 01 Come Out
Track 02 Napoleon
Track 03 Fall
Track 04 Enter Love
Track 05 Phenomenon
Track 06 Enough 
Track 07 Audiophile 
Track 08 So That I Might Become

Chysalis Album - 17 Tracks Releasing on November 11

Music and Lyrics Completed: Vocals completed for the first 6 tracks.

Transformation can be a very messy process. Unfun is the word that I am looking for. The good news is that transformation is all about evolution and growth. During this process of becoming and developing, we are losing our attachment for old things.


Don’t be scared or uneasy. It is okay to change. Our old stuff belongs to an earlier chapter of our life. The real question that we must ask is: what stuff fits our life now? What is it that we want now? The things that we were doing before in our life may not apply to us now. This is because of the change that is happening to us. Thing we cared about before aren’t necessarily as important anymore.


Clearing out the old stuff to make room for the new stuff. Your present self is evaluating all the things that your former self would choose in order to see if those decisions apply to u now.

Transformation is a beautiful because something that was once one thing is now becoming some else.

Transformation can be a sad process to endure. We are mourning the self that we used to be.  A process such as this can be hard and painful whenever it involves breaking our old self-definitions.

Life gives us experiences to  work with. From these experiences, we learn, adjust and choose—then transformation comes and something new emerges. Transformation is about becoming something new. As we change, we are choosing and nurturing the things in our life that matter while minimizing the things that don’t. All the while, we are raising our standards and optimizing our life. 

That is the overall theme of this album. This has been the most challenging and impactful material yet. I channeled all 17 songs between 8/31 - 9/4. I think all 17 tracks will make the final cut. The translation of the channels into a coherent lyrics for 8  of the 17 tracks did not begin until 9/19. This 15 day gap was significant since it represents experiences in my life after 9/4 that contributed in helped me better decipher the channel.

 

Enough

Posted to Website on September 19

Are u enough or are you tapping into that part of u that is?  How are your inter-personal interactions and day-to-day experiences? Are they reflecting “enough” or are they manifesting from a  place of “lack”, where you are failing to recognize fully who u are and the inner truth that you are trying to convey?

Have you ever had this wonderfully outrageous idea for a story or song, or maybe you just wanted to have a deep and meaningful conversation with someone you enjoy being around, yet you were unable to articulate the message in the way you wanted to. Why couldn’t you write, sing or say the words the way that you felt? The words that came out of you felt shallow and only brushed against the surface, before bouncing off. What you hoped to convey, failed to penetrate deeper into the moment and therefore the words never truly resonated to raise the experience. Why was that?

Sometimes, the mind can be a strict gate-keeper and if left completely unchecked, it can bully the heart into a quiet corner. Advice from an unaligned mind can come across as cold and self-deprecating. Our agency to act begins to wane and we begin to doubt whether we are enough. 

Stop listening to the “lack”within you and begin turning toward what is “enough”. Yes, it is true that an aligned mind can guide us toward those interactions and experiences that are beneficial to us. However, our responses to these interactions and experiences is what drives our life-storie(s), so if you have been unhappy with your own storyline lately, it may be time gut-check time. What has your heart been trying to say to you lately? Put your mind on hold for a moment and listen to what your “enough” has been trying to convey to u.

When you are ready to let go in this matter—that is when true messages will begin to flow from u more freely.

Phenomenon

Posted to Website on September 16

The decisions we make in life…every one  of them goes toward telling our life story. Our stories are never quite the way we imagine them to be. This is by design, since the Universe seems all about surprise. Sometimes, though life can seem like one big shitstorm that hovers over us for a brief period of time before finally deciding to pass over when we’ve had enough.

There is another kind phenomenon that seems a bit different than the shitstorms that come and go. This phenomenon is likened to a restriction or a test that has been placed upon us for whatever reason.

Perhaps it is because we have breached a threshold or exceeded a credit limit on the life decisions that we have accumulated over time. Could the result be that every decision that we make after that point gets put under a microscope and uber-magnified? 

A threshold or a credit limit  can seem like a punishment or a stern consequence for the life decisions that we have made over time. Perhaps, instead of a threshold or a credit limit,  we are being challenged to a test—a test that we must undergo whenever we are getting close to manifesting something significant in our lives. Who knows. It could be even a combination of the two phenomena.

Whatever the case may be, during this period, there seems to be absolutely no wiggle room when it comes to our decision making process. Even the smallest arbitrary decisions carry a heavy weight to them. This is because the Universe is basically commanding us to break the loop caused by the energy footprint, created by our accumulated decisions. Our challenge is to transcend this footprint which has set us out of balance and outside the dream-vision that we have for ourselves. 

If we make the kinds of  decisions that align us to our dream-vision, we transcend the footprint and evolve to the next level of manifestation. If we don’t, our life continues to spiral down into a increasingly complex levels of chaos.

What dream-vision have you set for yourself? What is it that you want to see realized in your life? Are your day-to-day decisions contributing to this dream-vision? 

Under this model, each decision becomes currency that we can either 1) spend frivolously or 2) invest toward our dream vision. 

If we are too frivolous in our decision making, we take steps backward on our life path.  And if we take enough steps backward, the Universe will begin to place stern restrictions on our decision making, magnifying the consequence of each of our decisions, until we are forced to make a self-correction. Not making a self-correction can result in a temporary (or permanent) collapse of our dream-vision,  Such a collapse puts us in an exponentially difficult place where there is no happy ending in sight.

Of course, hard lessons can be valuable and sometimes necessary experiences that we can learn from, in order so that we can move closer to our dream-vision. But remember this: a life  without a dream-vision and only hard lessons is not a life at all. It is only a struggle and a battle—not something that any of us were meant to endure over a lifetime. Yes, own and embrace whatever lesson comes your way, learn from it, so that u can move toward manifesting the next  chapter of your phenomenal life.

Enter Love

Song Posting Next Week.

Hi. Stormy moments will come and go. Like the ocean’s waves, they will sometimes crash against your beach, but then return. Yesterday’s waves are now today’s, yet u remain on your beach with a new opportunity to shine your sun.

Embrace & joyfully take on the challenges for this week. When disappointment does come, observe it from your own beach, learn from it, then allow it to return back, so that u can observe the next wave that comes in.

Your life is a series of waves—a beautiful story made up of many chapters. Access your heart in order to recognize the deeper spiritual lesson hidden within each chapter —within each wave. This will enable u to better tell your story, so that whoever is reading your book will never want to put it down. 

Napoleon

New Single Posted to Website on Labor Day

Napoleon
When the name becomes a word
Pronounce when I say it
It now becomes a world
Do u know what u made
Dare to move along
Then see another way to redo
Care to realize and wait
Others may go it alone
There to realign their wall

Napoleon 
Denigrate me
Napoleon
 
The word can deeply
Or in a subtle way
Come grow a frown
What have u been making
Do we wanna know
Do u love hearing your name woo

What will our name become
Dealing with the way we are
How to rebound
Can tell me your lies
And I’ll be online
VR-ing who we are

Did they love when I stared
I know when I cannot give when they attack
World will make me a closing door

Napoleon 
Definitely u make things
So hard for the young
Take away the angry heart
Hitting me with stones
You’ll ding me
I’m down for love when I’m down
We’re coming undone again
Woo

What do we feel in this shadow
  We crawl out of our hole at night
Temper it made me all alone
I wanna break it off
Tell it now with me We’ve now become a world
Ignite here shine our love
All we done
We can bring the elephant home

Napoleon 
You don’t make me
Napoleon 
Look u can hate me
That song we’re making from the heart
U don’t have to make things always awful
Til we love we’re a no name woo

When the line becomes drawn
You know when I’m sad
You know when I’m mad
Can life control u
When life has done that
We’re lower now assume
The name will draw a map

Talking down when I talk
Do u wanna get mad with me
Cold in there 
Do u wanna go outside and love

Napoleon
Do u not see me
I know who u are
Did u make me the wonder-wall
Did I now know
What it would start
Time to make things to tell u off
Denigrate your name woo

 

 

Come Out

New Single from Untitled Album Releasing November 11

Small talk is like a wall. It can seem like we can never say what we really wish to say to some one, no matter how dear they are to us.  Why is this so?

This song is about having the courage to open up to someone else in a way that leaves nothing unsaid. 

It doesn’t necessarily have to be with words but in order for it to be considered truly courageous, some form of communication is necessary.

What is there to fear? I know from my own experiences, my words too often miss the mark. I suspect that is why I channel my lyrics rather than consciously writing them down. This way I take my mind out of the picture.

I know it is important to think things through when we are making decisions in our life. I am not saying that we shouldn’t do that. What I am saying is that sometimes our mind gets in the way to the point where it can obstruct the heart. If this persists, we become closed off to the truest part of ourselves which makes it impossible (or improbable) to connect with the truest parts of others.

If we truly love someone and we want to manifest that love outwardly, at some point we will have to come out. 

This is my biggest challenge in life. I can feel the transformation and I have been up to the challenge. One step out when the moment is calling for it is all it takes to set things in motion. Too many missed opportunities by remaining stuck inside. So why not come out with me for a bit?

 

From Me to U Love Walk

Material posted to Website August 27; official Release Date September 22

What does it mean to love someone…to really love someone? You hear people speak of loving someone unconditionally. We’ll get to that more in a minute. I’ve heard someone describe tolerance ( “the ability to accept and endure.”) as the opposite of unconditional love. I found this to be interesting. 

To me, tolerance  feels like a judgment wrapped in politeness — a subtle condemnation disguised as virtue. 

If I tolerate u, I don’t accept u, I merely endure u, until I don’t have to anymore and am free of your energetic presence. Only then, will I be able to experience peace in my moment.

Merely enduring someone is not neutral, nor is it keeping the peace, since we are shrinking our own energy in order to fit the energy of emotions of others. 

Tolerance is an energy loop. It doesn’t matter who initiates it — the moment tolerance enters the space, the energy drops to a lower frequency .

No one thrives or shines. No one breathes. No one is fully themselves.

So what is unconditional love, if not tolerance. To be honest, I am not sure what unconditional love means and whether it actually exists. You hear of Unconditional love  characterized as consistent care, acceptance, and support regardless of behavior or circumstances. In contrast, its opposite—conditional love—depends on the other person meeting specific expectations or standards. 

I personally view love as love and not as “unconditional” or “conditional”. Love is what it is: love. Love is an awareness without attachment or judgement, that softens, welcomes, and returns us to ourselves. 

From Me to U Love Walk is all about the journey we are on to discover and transform ourselves so the we manifest our own inner potential along the journey. I am not sure if this explains what I am trying to articulate.

Manifesting requires us to go into ourselves first and then act outwardly based on what we have learned from that inner journey.

It can be a long walk from me to u. I have spent my whole life on this walk. The time we spend on this walk can be cut down drastically once we establish our own good sense of direction — I am walking from me to u and not the other way around.